It’s just one of those days when the “blue” creeps in for a stay. It’s gorgeous outside, the birds are singing, the sun is bright but I just can’t seem to let the slight breeze carry my heavy heart and make it smile.
I know that serenity will not be regained unless clemency is bestowed. The sorrow and rejection loom on and on. Exhausted from disguising my unvoiced sincere thoughts where the question of cruelty, blunt opinions and the ever present foolish pride are so intrusive. The silence is not a peaceful stillness but a screaming interruption, exaggerated so that the intention is hurtful. Staying neutral is misinterpreted as unsympathetic, uncaring and heartless. Forming an alliance excludes precious individuals significant in my life. I cannot relate.
So far away and still the echoes sneak up, repeating over and over.
When will I ever learn?
3 comments:
I am so with you on the neutrality is mistaken for uncaring thing! When will people get it? Jeez...
I have so been there. I wrote a post on my blog Happiness a Journey to vent today...hang in there, know you are loved and be true to yourself, that is waht truly matters. Call me if you need to!!!!
I am right with you right now! Don't know why. Just sometimes, no matter how you look at things, it just doesn't come out the way you want. You are an amazing womand and mother and a great example to me!
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